Wednesday, June 17, 2009
turning PoInT 4:51 AM
At last, I'm goin bk to S'pore today .
I been delaying to go bk which i suppose to go bk on Sunday.
Thx!!
Six Big Tian King rockzzzz!!
ha!!
This few days always go out with ah mao
We went joggin,gym,dota and yam cha.
Enjoy and have fun wit u all.
Ah fai so fast hv to go bk to kl le..
Ah Chin and ah lai went camp le..
On monday night(15/06/09),
Ah mao came to my hse cos i ask him to pass my the dvd .
Glad tt he make it cz he went to permai den went bk to his hse to get dvd
b4 coming to my hse.It is so far le!!!
After tt, i fetch him out to eat supper.
At first , we decide to yam "tong sui"
ha, bt after we reach rasah jaya,
he say he want to eat KFC .
I ask him to contact ah lai to join us.
Then I went to fetch ah lai,
Ah Lai say fetch ah Chin and go to Mc Donald .
I fetch ah Chin and we went to Mc Donald (beside Giant de) and
tt time is arnd 12++ am..Lolz..
Quite enjoy it and we sa sa went to fun fair walk walk after de supper..
Too bad , ah choon and ah fai cnt join us la..
Nxt time we go supper again ..Lolxx
Ah Fai , I wan to garena with u also la but my laptop cnt le..so lousy la
I will be bk soon la..
Today(17/06/09)
is a brand new start of my life.
I am goin to catch up wit my studies and my project
I think I manage to let down the past(55% ba consider pass lo and still in process)
and nw i am moving forward .
I should be on bed earlier in future bcz
almost a week , I been sleeping arnd 5 - 6 am..
Saturday, June 13, 2009
What to do?? 3:49 AM
This is the third night ,
that I cnt sleep.
Is it vry difficult to let down.
I am trying my best.
My mind full with past memories.
It keep on flashbk.
What else can I do?
I really try to keep myself busy.
Evrything is just too drastically.
I couldnt accept the truth.
Is just too fast.
I felt tht i am really vry tired .
Is really time to let go
i knw , i knw
but i just need some time to do it..
I think i can do it
and i really hope it will be soon.
Friday, June 12, 2009
Better In Time 3:49 AM
's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time
S.A.D 2:20 AM
11 June 09Thankz my frenz for accompany me today.
I cnt stop thinnking bout her even though i try to do something else.
When i pass by rasah, i think bout last time
I fetch her passby there for so many times.
I cnt stop thinking bout her..
I wont be coming bk so often anymore.
I cnt stop thinking bout the past.
Life is so tough nw.
Can I really let down?
I am really LOST in my life.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Term Break!! 1:32 AM
Almost a month , I nvr update my blog.
Haha..Vry lazy ady..
First week of term break.I'm bk to seremban!!!
Ha..This few days dunno wat to do..
I try to find something to do while waiting someone to be bk on Thursday..
I went fishing tday .LOlz
Luckily nvr went home empty handed bcz i manage to get 2 le..
Fishing is quite a good activity...
After fishing, I went to practice Tai Chi..
International Tournament is juz in 2 months time so hv to spend some time to practice..
Tai chi
tAi chi
taI chi
tai Chi
tai cHi
tai chI
cnt slepp le...
haizzzzzz....